| im ok
ok well
im back
i decided this metaphorical excuse to pour out your heart and sole to the web blog lookign people was dumb
but alas i am back
<3
i was cryign my self to sleep last night
in my ex boy friends sweater vest
and i got up put on my square framed glasses
and started to write
here is the poem / song i wrote
its really bad but irt truely expresses me
-they call you a fake
"you cry your self to sleep at night
but no one seems to care
you put on pounds of make up
and you just get scared
people look at you liek your crazy
just because you cry in the halls
but i think its fine
i guess its not at all
[ i break down here]
CRYYYYY CRYYYYYYY
RIP THOSE PAINS AWAY
CRYYY CRYYY.......
NO ONE CARES
GET OUT BLAHHHHH
{fade out while i lower my hair so it covers all my face]
i sing my self to sleep at night
all alone
all alone...
{fade out completely]"
well i liek it alot
im going to go cry infront of that band that pretty band and pour my heart out to that guy
' until michelle had sex with him
i dont know whats going on between us
oh god
please help me
before its too late to save me
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| hey ya'll... sorry i've been out of it.... my mom found everything... i stopped its ok.. but im still so depressed... maybe i found a boy...
uhg... im so fat.... im not joking its so gross
5 ' 6'-105... ewww...
my goal is to be at LEAST 90....
well.... leave me comments to let me know at least some one person cares...
bye?
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| wow im really depressed today.... the guy i really really REALLY like (likeD past tense now....) found out had sex with michees....
why does this always happen to me????!
im....really....sad.
the mascara is running down my face, and i dont have any more tissues to clean my face up with. i want to listen to dashboard confessional over and over and over and just cry and curl up and make every one go away.
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| hey yall! im finalllly back! o a have 2 weeks of xanga premium left!
gay! it
should always be xanga premium.. well i met this really cute guy online
name hamilton... i hope i get to actually meet him i think he likes me!
i haven't cried
in a while which is cool.. me & michees party thing was awesome!
UNDEROATH is this weekend me & michee are soooOOOoo excited! every
one should totally go.
Well ya sorry i didnt update in sooo long i forgot my password! oops! 
its k though i got it memorized for ever now.
leave me props! random or not! & im me on mine or michees sn! dont be shy!
lots of love
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| hey guys! michelle totally convinced em to make one of these!
uhh what do i put here.... lol love you michees can't wait for the party
tomorrow!
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